Dear friends, thank you for your well wishes and concerns. I am feeling better now. Am coping and still trying to adjust to Cocoa's absence. For instance, I still can't help saying stuff like, "Where are my boys and girl?", "Boy boy, girl girl...come here!". Whereas, I've only got the boys left. :(
The past couple of days, whenever I had a quiet moment to myself, I couldn't help but think of Cocoa. And when i closed my eyes to try to think of all those happy times with her...I had a vision of her smiling and playing, in a beautiful place which looked like heaven. And that's always the same vision which popped up (??).
Moving on...
I've come to terms with the fact that Cocoa is really gone for good. But I find strength and comfort knowing that she's with the Lord and she's in a place where she will feel no suffering and pain, and knows only happiness, love, joy and peace.
I guess like any mother, I just wanna know that my daughter is now is a better place.
Cocoa, you'll forever be my darling daughter. You'll always have a special place in my heart and will be fondly and dearly remembered. I love you dear girl.
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*dear friends, thanks for informing me about not being able to drop your comments here. I think i've fixed the problem. you should be able to comment from now. let me know if the problem persists.
